Parting is such ...

It is easy to miss someone, but hard to forget that person, especially you are close, have strong feeling for that person. So don't stay away, keep in touch. For you will never know when that person will not be around ... forever.

Should that person be gone, cry but for awhile. Don't dwell on the sadness, or you will miss the happy memories you have shared together.

Life may seem short, but don't make it shorter.

If I should die, I will not want those I care and love to be sad. I want them to remember the happy time we shared.

Don't cry for me when I am gone, you should cry with me when I am still around, to share time with me, and keep me company when I am lonely. Smile with me, laugh with me. When I am gone, I will not hear your crying. I can't comfort you, which I very much will want to do.

I want to share time with you while I still can. Will you let me?

Parenting

How do you know if you are a good parent? I don't ....

Some people will say I am not doing the right thing. Maybe so. All I know is that I will do my best to see to their needs. Will I be doing the right thing? Am I doing the correct thing? Maybe yes, maybe no.

Tonight, I did my best to see that my kids get the smoked duck, even though I have to walked in the rain, to another store. I had always tried to look for what they wanted, even if I had to go a great distance. When I see their smiles, I feel happy.


Yes, I spoil them, but I can spoil them only while I am alive. Who knows how long I will be around .....

sleeping beauty

Sleepy ...

Why do I feel more sleepy when I am in morning shift than when I am doing afternoon? Afterall, I do the same amount of sleep, or lack of sleep hehe, around 4hrs. I find myself closing my eyes, then poop! I had dozed off.

I don't know, maybe it has to do with the time of the day. Can some intellectual give me an answer? Can it be due to other mysterious forces inside our body that tell us to stop working, go find a bed!.

I don't actually sleep other than night-time, sleeping during daylight makes me sick, sometimes. So, I remain awake, at least trying to, hahaha.

wedding I was waiting for ...

Often we get invitation by people we hardly knew, but being colleagues, we get invited. Often we wouldn't bother if we couldn't make it. Even if we can spare an hour.

Yesterday wedding was special to me. If I had only 5 minutes, I would still make an effort to go. I wouldn't want to miss hers, even after my wife had asked me to skip it. Others I will, but not hers.

I don't like to attend wedding alone, this occasion happened the same, I ended up being alone, though my other colleagues were there. But it doesn't matter. It is my ex-shiftmate wedding and she was the reason I was there. I knew I would ended up alone again. Still, I was glad I went. I got to see her.

She looked so lovely in a wedding gown (well, I don't know what is the Malay term for the dress she was in). She looked so radiance ... as I watched her from a distance, I felt tears, like a father would.

Wishing her marital bliss always ....